Slowly
I'm gradually approaching the point of getting my life back on its feet. My portfolio is put together, my letter written, hopefully my profs are sending in their reference letters and forms, and I've applied for one job so far (though it shouldn't be hard to get in, seeing as they're looking for 36 people). I'm nervous about it all, of course, but at least it's getting done. I also e-mailed a school about muay thai (they haven't replied yet; I'll call them tomorrow) and tried to get a hold of someone who invited me to a creative writing round-table group. There are a few more things I need to do, and I need some answers back, and yes, some more jobs to apply for, and perhaps I'll be able to pull myself out of the rut I've dug.

Because of this portfolio thing, I've taken another look at my sex movie, and remembered why I loved it so much. I think that once I have employment, it and the Moses musical will become my priorities.

Ah, so much to do.